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im gay! [24 Dec 2007|02:44pm]
i still havent gone to see annie liebovitz at the DIA.

i hope i get to eat those cookies that have the hershey kiss stuck in them.
all my friends are home and its christmas eve, which i like so much more than christmas.
i like having my boyfriend home to be like, hey wanna go get something for lunch? hey wanna watch a movie?
hey wanna go get coffee? hey wanna order some pizza? hey wanna take a nap? hey wanna go driving somewhere?
sooo nice. jb is just a lovelypillow, yall know it.

im so happpyyy for slurpeee with sour strawwww.

[14 Nov 2007|05:34pm]
ihate when this happens, but, it does.

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit! [03 Nov 2007|07:01pm]
[ mood | johnny frusc ]

rhcp was sso beautiful
im glad i found myself in the company of the greatest friends to be there with me.
such a lovely memory.

its only going to get colder.
we are happy.
we cant wait.

3 chilled | piss

[19 Oct 2007|08:05pm]
[ mood | hat ]

red hot chili peppers week is going to be le shit. i think kalamazoo is especially pretty in the fall.
i work everysingleday except sundays. and on wednesdays mondays and friday i work all dayyy.
school things are not happening as rapidly and easily and magically as i sort of hoped for, but im relieved. and even better im just happy.
and its just enough!
my friends.
i miss them.
i missssss them.
shit i need to get out of here. isnt anyone else planning on killing themselves if they bump into one more acquaintance or even worse YET ANOTHER PERSON YOU RECOGNIZE FROM HIGH SCHOOL.

come onnnn now.
rhcp in GRAND RAPIDS is just getting closer.
its starting to hit me, finally.
i have a feeling my body is going to be doing something outrageous the entire time.


[28 Sep 2007|08:56pm]
today was the prettiest day of this whole year.
lazy fall day and leaf colors.

and the sky this evening looked like my mood ring does when its evening time.

today was a day i would just like to lay around and kiss, so today kind of was a day that was not as nice as it should have been seein as how my friendboy is three hours gone.

i hope the end of october is soon its been september FOREVER.
5 chilled | piss

mushhhhrooooms [15 Aug 2007|06:49pm]
[ mood | mew ]

well everyone, i have a pink eye :[

but also, i finally quit my shitty ass job, which is about time. now i just have to feel weird about not working for awhile until i get my other job and hopefully another one or something.

i hate how jobs make you feel like you have a point.

i cant wait for october because maybe by then it will be more normal because summer has been fucked up.

once everyone leaves i will just fall apart and until then theres notinnng to dooooo.


pft [08 Jul 2007|09:14pm]
i have no time left to think and its july already but its summer so i guess its normal. work friends work friends work friends. boyfriend? friends work.
at the least im happy.

i want my red hair back!!!!
i need to go shopping badlyyyyy.
i want an afternoon complete with a pool and bedroom in which no one else is around.

2 chilled | piss

[16 May 2007|02:36pm]
[ mood | mitten ]

i have some next year school things to figure out first and then a job to get other than that i have noooo worrrrries.

if anyone wants some stadium arcadium i can save you 18 dollars and burn it for you if youd like. even if youre not one to like me or talk to me id like to share its some good shit, man.

especially in michigannnnnn!!!!!
well, i could be your friennnnnnd.

in other news, maybe later.peace.

1 chilled | piss

stfu [12 Apr 2007|06:55pm]
[ mood | bleh. ]

i have to say today is just really messy like everything just keeps getting worse. but im pretty sure this time of year for everyone just sucks because its that transition period from winter [gay] to summer mmmmm in the school form, and nothing stops.

today rodeo died, its so sad when animals die. ive never had a pet thats died, i feel so bad. i wish i would have bought him a big steak or ham bone for him last weekend because now he can never have one.
im sad. mew. bow wow.

i had a nice birthday although i think im definately at that point when birthdays arent like they were a few years ago, i dont know.

also fuck the boy that i dont even know who was yelling mean things to me out the window in a building ive never been in while i was outside today. i hope you fall in a pile of shit because you ruined my daymy dog died. your pussy is glued to a building on fire.
also fuck the kid who keeps playing 'we are all on drugs' by weezer on his guitar...FOR TWO HOURSeveryday. please stfu

im going to listen to some good music really loud before i have to go to the bernhard center for three hours to hopefully start and finish a group project so we can present tomorrow for twenty minutes/

killll meee.

1 chilled | piss

[06 Apr 2007|01:07pm]
[ mood | meo!!! ]

i basically had no school today but i have three bandaids on my foot because a lot of skin ripped off.
its really nice out but i guess its going to rain. its thursday though.

im coming home this weekend half for my birthday but im excited to do that. goddamnit though i really dont want to have to start thinking about jobs in a few weeks.


^new rhcp video, however its nice to just go and listen.
chad smith looks funny as a beatle.


2 chilled | piss

[24 Mar 2007|10:15am]
[ mood | tape? ]

the new madonna video was on vh1 and now i feel really weird and i dont want the next trend to be disco-80s-bikinidance-silver.
yesterday when i took a nap in my dream i was on top of an airplane and things started to go really fast and i somehow convinced myself i was in a dream and could do whatever i wanted so i jmped off the side, but i didnt fall i just landed on top of a map, it was weird because i dont know how i told my dream self i was in a dream. and last night i dreamed my dad lost his job and i only had half a license plate on my car and i was driving down some alley and ashley randazzo had a 2 liter of 7 up and was trying to get me to drink it and i just kept telling her i really didnt want any.
well im gay, bye.


[12 Mar 2007|12:15pm]
[ mood | help ]

i know im a giant asshole all the time even so its so nice out and i enjoy sitting out in my spot.


[07 Mar 2007|10:55am]
im on the third floor and i need to be on the first, i brought my camera charger back to school with me and i havent had it since last summer, so maybe i can put up some of the pictures i have, which might be fun. and also my ring broke. there is someone here that i thought was a weird friend but now im figuring out ways to avoid him at all costs because somethings not right when someone is always asking if you want to get drunk with them, no i dont thanks. i want to talk to jenny alberti sometime soon, because it was cool when she called me in december but calls to canada are pretty costly, kinda.

[02 Mar 2007|06:35pm]
many things have turned to mush.
i feel very happy, also.
but i feel no need to share.

[22 Feb 2007|02:18pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

ho man i am in a good mood with rhchili peppers playing loudly which is correlating with school being done for a week and its cool i still have a thursday night to hang around thursday night is my favorite but i would like some whiskey, or a puppy. i get to see outlaw tomorrow and we are going to play some mad tug of war. oh yeah if anyone wants to call me anytime next week because i will be home i would love that because i would call everyone but im always afraid to call people because everyone hates me and i havent talked to people in a long long time. but i like hearing from everybody, everybody. if not i have a lot of work to do anyway. plus i have a few dates set up with old old friends, actually. i feel sogood bye. and also i feel bad that i dont keep my room completely clean always, but really whotf does. also im not doing art in college after this semester because really its just bullshit, i mean where is it all going and who am i surrounded by[shit faces], honestly. not cool for four years. i want to go to a red hot chili peppers show in a basement.


wish in one hand spit in the other [09 Feb 2007|12:39pm]
[ mood | poop ]

last night jb and i got this video from the library about nazi medicine/human experimentation and it was fcuking revolting. sundays now i just look forward to grey's anatomy and so does my mom. i wish i actually had some african heritage because lately i identify with that "style of expression, but im probably just making it up. i really really love maya angelou and i was pretty into faith ringgold, harlem quilt painter in class today.oh yeah today i heard that this african american man at harvard did gene tracing of other african americans to see what part of africa they originate from and even though oprah swore she was zulu and was everything zulu and felt spiritually zulu, shes not zulu at all, her ancestors are from cameroon, so i guess its true that oprah is wrong.


[30 Jan 2007|12:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i cant believe january is almost gone and i didnt even notice. given the fact that i really clash with my drawing classes and my bedroom, which is actually rather frustrating, i dont really talk much anymoreand i wish eating wasnt so annoying. because sometimes being here makes me get a feeling that i am going to poop and vomit at the same time uncontrolably. other than that i can honestly say ive been bouncing around differently and have found myself in a mix of weird situations that turn out to be kinda funny and nice.
so it balances out. generally in that underneath it all mindset i would say i am getting close to being happy, but that wouldnt be my style.

but wait right now i feel really stupid writing in livejournal. like whoa, really stupid, so gotta go.


public [10 Jan 2007|09:29am]
[ mood | damn ]

well being back at school has me feeling absolutely depressed and i dont really care about the structure of things.
i could maybe suck it up and eat something for breakfast but i really would rather not [eat].


my friends gotta girlfriend and he hates that bitch [25 Dec 2006|10:09pm]
[ mood | ghjhjkpoop ]

basically colorado has been warm and lovely but its almost as if im dislocated from my other michigan life and i miss yall generally.
everyone look at the comment that leah left me in my last entry because, yes, that is john frusciante


[06 Dec 2006|02:31pm]
[ mood | bleh ]

i have a mixed stomach feeling about the month in which i will be home starting saturday but at least i get to run off to denver for a week to look at mountains and forget everyone everything everyday. energy is nonexistent and i still havent gotten around to patching the [now huge] holes in my jeans and ive stopped showering and im never changing. finals week makes me stragely anxious and bored and relieved of the pot inside the las vegas card box inside the cutout book on the dresser [im sorry but im sadlybeing honest]. americas next top model forces me to always stopdrop everything to watch and vicariously live through. i really have nothing else to say in any type of conversation which i think is a reflection on the lake effect in kalamazoo which causes snow to always be obstructing my view and fucking up my [alreadyshitty] hair. also i have nixed the desire to 'go blonde', thank you everyone for telling me i would look fucking creepy and that my redredred hair looks nice because that feels good sometimes. although it makes me feel strange when i cant get myself to go to sleep without someone in my bed because thats just so fucking lame, but you know what man, whatever. making the band three is causing my fingers to twiddle and tap but i have to study for a joke of an exam. college is soooooeassssyyyysometimes. art classes next semester will be weird although i want to get out of here real bad sometimes. i love all of you.
actually now that things have changed i just have a general feeling of remorse and kinship towards all humans. haha wait did i say all humans. not all humans.
not all humans.

1 chilled | piss

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